Sorry for the long delay in posting!

It has been a while since I wrote anything here, sorry! My laptop was stolen a few months ago while I was in San Fran so my access to a computer has been very limited. To add to it, my google accounts got all messed up and I finally was just able to fix it all today!

I will give a much more detailed post in a few days to recap what I can since my last post!

In the Desert (Without a horse with any name!)

Finally got out of Texas! A few days ago while sitting around the truck stop in San Antonio shooting the breeze with another hitchhiker, someone came up to us and asked if we could drive, we said sure. He was heading towards Phoenix to deliver a tow along RV. So both of us piled in and took off. I took first driving shift and drove for a few hours. Now my friend whom I've been trying to meet up with was working his way East. I had him get off in New Mexico, and I met up with him there and picked him up. We continued on and got off in Eloy, AZ.

During that time we decided to do an equipment shopping as he had a little bit of money to do so. So we got the bare essential equipment we needed. Also I managed to book us a hotel room for only a penny! That was amazing!

We took a taxi to Phoenix hoping it would be easyer to get out of there, though that was a mistake. The first night in Phoenix we decided to sleep in a park in Tempe. After a few hours a Park Ranger found us and gave us a ticket for being past curfew in the park, that was run in with the law #1. We boogied on over to another more quiet spot, and hung out there till morning. Come morning time a park ranger paid us another visit, run in with the law #2. This time no ticket though :).

We took some public transportation to the northern most section of Phoenix that we could, up near Happy Valley Rd. We tried hitching from there on the interstate, and up came a State Trooper, run in with the law #3. He gave us a warning and we moved on up to the on-ramp. Shortly afterward a Phoenix officer pulled up us, run in #4.

When we realized we weren't getting out of here that night, we decided to camp out under the bridge since it had a very large platform at the top, so we did that. We got up and we decided to try again in the morning so that we could get the hell out of there. Though we ended up just coming over here to this shopping plaza and hanging out today. Though it is ok because now we got a chance to recharge our phones, charge the laptop, and get on the internet.

After doing some research I have decided we will try to get about 10 miles up the road to a highway called Carefree! It is supposedly the best place to hitch north out of here, and easy to get to from where we are at.

I will check in again soon when I get a chance!

Blackhole!

Man this city is a blackhole! Well I guess honestly I haven't been trying very hard the last few days. Instead I focused on making some money, and make some money I did.

I ran into an interesting local who happened to have some green, and he invited me to smoke with him the other day. He didn't have papers but I did, so he gave me enough herb to a roll a blunt! Worked for me, I rolled one for us and one for me for later!

Few hours after that it was rinse and repeat, gave me enough buds to roll another blunt, so I rolled up 2 J's. I love it when I get weed for free!

Suffice it to say I was quite baked all day that day, not very functional for much of anything else!

I had a ride that was supposed to take me to New Mexico tomorrow, but he fell through, so now I am back on the drawing board. I was supposed to meet my friend in San Fransisco but now he is moving closer towards me. We will end up meeting somewhere in the middle, god I just hope its not here in San Antonio.

Today will be my last day of farting around, gonna get out tomorrow and fly my sign and try to get out of here. Also going to try to network with some of the drivers and see if I can find a ride tonight that way.

Not much of an in detailed post, but I promise much better on the next post :).

Goodbye San Antonio?

I thought Houston was bad... This city is hard to get out of! I am still stuck here trying to get the hell out! Though it has been interesting.

The other day a black driver was looking for a CDL driver to help him deliver a load because he forgot his CDL at home. So I said sure, that is no problem! So I hopped in the truck and we headed over to the receiver down the street. Well they didn't like it and threatened to call the law on us! So we hightailed it out of there!

Now the interesting part is he whipped out a fat blunt, and you know I cannot refuse to toke on some herb! So a toking we went. In a few minutes I was so baked I barely knew what was going on! Man was that a fun day. So we tried it again yesterday early in the morning, and got it delivered! His boss payed me $30 for doing so, so it was a good deal I would say.

Time is getting too close to the line, I need to get out of here HOW! I may have a ride to Phoenix today, so we will see.

Weather Delay

Well it looks like I may have to delay my California bound departure for tomorrow. San Antonio is under a thunderstorm advisory today and I am sure not going to go stand on the freeway in 40-50mph gusts with hail!

I guess it is a sort of a mixed blessing as my boy said he was going to get some buds today, so I don't mind sitting and waiting on that. In the meantime I can hang out here and try to find an outgoing ride from a fellow truck driver.

Been downloading a lot of music in the last few days, it is so refreshing to listen to the music that I love. It really fills me up with hopes and aspirations and inspires me to no end. I have my guitar back and I really want to play it but I don't like to in public, I need to get over that!

Anyway just thought I would give a quick update!

Time to Move On

Sitting here staring at my computer, listening to Neil Young, Greatful Dead, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, and others of similar style while reading about others journeys coupled with sitting here in this one spot for quite a while and also getting ripped for a dime bag on my last 10 spot, it is really quite reflective. Wow what a run-on sentence that was huh? I guess I am just in a philosophical mood. I was really looking forward to getting good and stoned, but instead I am sober, but the ideas and thoughts that I looked forward to in an altered state of mind still seem to come to me anyways.

I sit thinking about the adventures that await, the feelings and emotions I will experience, where I will experience them, the things I want to accomplish in my life. Right now my current goal is to get up to San Francisco. I want to be there by the 25th, that gives me 6 days. Surely I can easily accomplish this goal if I keep myself focused and on track.

When I arrive there I look forward to meeting up with my best friend so that we can join together on this journey. From there I plan on hitching up near Portland Or. to visit a friend of mine. Seems like a great way to kill some time while I await for 4/20 to arrive.

I will trek back down into California for 4/20 in Arcata which is located in Humboldt County. Though it may not be the biggest 4/20 celebration in the nation, there is something magical about celebrating the day in one of the most famous locations in the USA and indeed the world for the growth of ganja.

I have looked at my journey up to this point as a learning and adjusting time. I am pretty well acclimated now to the lifestyle, and I feel it is time for a shift into a more spiritual experience. That is why I got ripped on $10 trying to get a dime bag of some green. I was really looking forward to getting good and stoned and enjoying a spiritual experience with it, though I guess I will just have to wait now wont I? It is OK, it is not the first time I have been ripped, I am sure it is some returning karma. Yeah it sucks but in the grand scheme of things it was only $10, there will be plenty of 10 spots to come back my way in the future.

I think I am also going to try to change my focus from hitching trucks to hitching cars. Cars generally are much faster, more often then not offer to share some ganja, and other then that it is just time for a change. Though until I can come up with some of the equipment I need, I am still going to try to stick to truck stops for my layovers in between.

Though my layover here in San Antonio didn't really happen the way I wanted it to, it was still a good refreshing layover. After getting my laundry washed, getting a shower, and some good productive internet time in, I feel refreshed and ready to move on. I sort of regret letting my buddy hold on to my guitar, now I have to wait for him to bring it back to me before I can proceed. I have been awake all night, so now I will have to sleep during the day which is going to throw off my schedule.

To a degree I am seeing who my true friends are in this situation. It is amazing to see who will really be there for you and who will just give a smile and say good luck, or will just flat out tell you you are stupid or crazy. I am really getting the feeling of being on my own, it is starting to sink in in a way I have never felt it before. Not that I am feeling 'lonely' or something, but starting to see the reality of being on my own. In some ways it is a scary feeling yet even more importantly it is an empowering feeling with a great sense of freedom and responsibility. It really makes me wish I had a more creative and impacting way of expressing my thoughts and my feelings for others to share. I really wish I was better at my guitar then I am. I wish I could sing even a little bit. I wish I was a better author then I am.

On the subject of authorship... There was a time years ago that I was really writing some awesome and inspiring things. Granted it was during a time of heavy mind altering substance abuse, but there was a creativity in my writing that I had never experienced before that point in time, nor afterward. There have been many times I have tried to rekindle that fire, yet in my mind nothing I write compares. I feel like my writing is rather crappy to be honest, that I cannot get my point across the way I would like, that I cannot infuse the emotion and feeling that I would like the story I am telling to convey. I am not much of a story teller either, so I guess I just do not have the articulation in language to express myself the way I would like. Nonetheless I will still write to the best of my ability and continue to share via this blog, I just wish I could convey some of the things I really wish to convey better then I am.

I am sort of feeling a need for support right now, so I ask that you guys start leaving some comments! I would like some feedback, and to know who is reading about my life! I really like to have a full interaction, so everyone please participate!

Until next time...

Peace, Love, and Happiness to all!

To Make a Decision

I arrived in San Antonio last Thursday! Wow I made my goal of getting here, though it is a bitter sweat success. Now I am faced with a decision of whether or not to wait around for a driving job or get back on the road and continue on. To make my decision I am going to wait for a few days and see if my buddy will have the truck ready very soon. If it is all a go within a few days I will do that, but more then likely I will head on west.

My best friend is heavily considering joining me on the road, and if he does we will meet up in San Francisco in 2 weeks. Personally I would like to do that much more then I want to get in a truck and go on making a living in this drab economy in this country that is failing faster then a poorly made Chinese trinket.

Sitting back and looking at it all, it is like watching a scientific study of rats on meth, everyone is rushing around trying to do this or that, all in the name of money. They don't stop and bother to pay attention to anything but what is concerning to them. The more I fade away from the American way the more I despise it. Yet at the same time a part of me misses having money in my pocket and the security that comes with it, but that is part of why I am doing this. The farther away from any of it that we are, the better off we are.

Just sitting here writing this blog post, looking out of the window at all of the traffic driving by under the beautiful blue sky, the temperature outside is perfect, with a wonderful breeze that is as refreshing as a tall glass of lemonade on a lazy summer day, yet I am sitting inside with the air as stagnant as a stale piece of bread, cocooned and isolated from the world. It is a despairing feeling that drives me to want to continue on, to go on my way and see what will be next. Perhaps I am just being emotionally driven by this Neil Young song, it certainly seems to fit my feelings.

I think the true defining moment of this experience will be based on what my decision will be. Will I choose to take the route of comfort and conformity or will I choose the road of the unknown but which is also the road of freedom.

Since I have arrived in San Antonio I have been searching on Craigslist for an opportunity to make some money so I can get some much needed equipment, however I haven't been able to find anything. That is a bit discouraging! I really need to get a good backpack, a tent, and a sleeping bag. Those are my primary equipment needs. Secondarily I want to get a phone and a descent digital camera (To take pictures of all my adventures!). I am also needing some clothing and a good pair of shoes, what I am wearing now is not well suited for the task.

As I know that a lot of fellow drivers out there read my journey via this blog, I am going to ask for some donations! I will gladly except comcheck or EFS check, just e-mail me and I will let you know check # so you can put some funds on one! Any donations that come in this way I will report here in this blog along with what I did with it. If any non-truckers would like to donate please e-mail me and we can work out a delivery solution!

Obviously donations are not required, but they are appreciated! At either rate all that is needed will always be provided in some way or fashion, at least that is my personal belief and it is one that has yet to fail me.

The Dallas/Houston Experience

Shortly after getting settled into the Dallas J, I met a fellow hitcher, an alcoholic who called himself Philly because of his origins in that city. He slept in a sleeping bag out in the wild, bedding down wherever possible. His goal was simple, pan handle for booze and find a ride. Now Dallas is a in a dry county, so booze isn't so easy to come buy, but being located fairly close to a dangerous ghetto, he managed to locate a bootlegger in the area. It was quite interesting to see the style and methodology of a seasoned vet on the road, to see him in action, to learn some new ideas and tips in the survival methods of the road.

Now at the same time, it is hard to pan handle and hitch while another is in the same spot, it is a competition to try to get what each wants, and this was complicated by another hitcher popping in and trying to do the same. Now he portrayed himself as a seasoned vet as well, but we could tell he wasn't that seasoned, and pretty much tried to keep separate of him. There was another as well whom also happened to be a hopeless alcoholic, who regaled us with many war stories of various criminal activities. He was an interesting guy but a little too 'hardened' for my personal taste.

I also discovered two who I thought where just drivers layed over like so many others, however it turned out they where professional sign flyers, making $100+ each a day flying signs in choice locations. They where quite interesting and I learned a few things from them.

Now for me I am not on this journey just for survival, or just to make what I can pan handling and such. Sure, I will do what I need to do to make a few bucks when I need it, but it isn't my ultimate goal by any means. My goal is to live a simple life according to my beliefs. So I try to get what I need and be happy with that. Ultimately everyone found themselves a ride, and I was the last looking for one of all the hitchers. It was an interesting few days, and a ride came along willing to take me as far as Houston. I needed a change of scenery so I took it.

A few hours later I am in Houston, it's night, too late to try to hitch, so I make myself comfortable. come morning time I overslept my preferred wake up time, so I just sort of hung out, and got a feel for the situation. Shortly after dark I decided to take a walk around the perimeter of the truck stop to see what I could see, and ran into a little party of Household Goods guys with a good amount of beer, and had a few, that was a nice little distraction. Got me a good nights sleep, and was awoken about 6am by a female employee who seems to think she is God of the truck stop, giving me a warning that this isn't a hotel and the constable would be glad to escort me out if I got caught sleeping again. Sure enough the constable came checking about 10 minutes later.

I got to noticing that there was a Hotel down the road, so I set off for a walk to get some free breakfast. Now if you ever travel in Texas, you will learn that on the Interstates they have an odd setup for on and off ramps. They like to use one way access roads on either side, and you have to find an over or underpass to cross to the other side. So as I am walking north I am looking for the hotel, hoping it is on my side of the highway, and of course it was not. So I kept going hoping to find a way across. I never did find a way across but I did run into a different hotel which had an excellent breakfast. I had myself a wonderful Texas shaped waffle, some eggs, sausage, some pastries, and juice. It was surely tasty and well worth the almost 2 mile walk to get to it. So I finished eating, gave a nod of satisfaction to the clerk in the hotel, and headed on back to the truck stop to setup for a ride.

I flew me a sign, talked to some drivers, but ultimately didn't find anything for the day. So I called it a night and came back inside to await for the next day, and do some networking with the drivers inside.

I ultimately got stuck at the J until Monday. That morning of all people, the not so seasoned hitcher from Dallas appeared from a truck! At this point the management at the J came to the conclusion that I was not in a truck, and was just trying to find a ride, he gave me until sundown to find one and be gone by then.

I got to talking to a local Mexican, who gave me a ride to the Pilot about 15 miles south, so me and this other hitcher took the ride and went on down there.

We didn't last long there and security made us leave within an hour, we weren't going to have any luck late at night anyway. Not knowing where else to go for the night, the other hitcher decided that under the overpass of I45 would be a good spot for the night, not what I wanted but I went with him to it. I didn't get much sleep under there!

In the morning I headed back to the Pilot, and flew a sign and tried to get a ride out of there. The store management told us to leave, so we headed over to the old security booth by the truck entrance / exit. Eventually we got told to leave there too, so we did.

I had no plans of sleeping under that bridge again, and I noticed from my snooping around that there was a nice patch of woods behind the truck stop, so we went and investigated it for a possible camp site. He wasn't very comfortable with the concept of camping, but I love camping and I am skilled at it, so for me it was a much more comfortable idea.

I found a good spot, instructed him to find some wood for a fire, and we setup camp. We took a walk to a local grocery store and got some food to cook on the fire. I got the fire going and cooked a descent meal for the night, and setup for bed. Was a descent night, weather stayed OK and the temp stayed fairly warm. Was a bit annoying though was he kept waking up and complaining the fire was out, instead of just getting wood and putting it on, but that was useless anyway as he had no concept of how to work a camp fire! So I kept getting woke up every hour or so to restock the fire, that was annoying.

We got up early, and decided that this Pilot was not going to yield a ride, so I decided to head up to I-610 which was a mile away, and hitch from the interstate directly. Happily I split ways with the other hitcher as he wanted to go to West Memphis so he stayed on I45 northbound and I went on to 610 south bound.

I got a ride fairly quickly by two kids heading out to I10, so I took it. They offered to help smoke a Joint, so I did so, that was nice, though where I got dropped off at was not very nice. I tried to stay where they dropped me off at and hitch but this was very much city, and the interstate very crowded with traffic, didn't take but 20 minutes for a Houston Police Officer to come by and tell me to get off the interstate, so I did.

I ended up walking about 2 miles and found a waffle house. By now it was dark, so I decided to get something to eat. I pan handled for about 30 minutes, and was up to almost $7, was about to go in and eat, when a Mexican offered me an entire pizza! One of the waffle house workers also offered me a soda, so I was set! After eating I walked to a near by gas station and get me a pack of smokes. Now I stashed my stuff behind the waffle house, and went back to check on it, while figuring out what to do for the night for sleep. It was nice, clean, and quite with a nice patch of grass behind that waffle house, so I slept right there on the grass!

I woke up, and decided it was time to get the hell out of here, so I headed on down the road. Now hitching in this area is difficult, the access road is a 3 lane highway with no shoulder, the interstate is crowded as can be, and dangerous. Luckily I found a side road that is the only exit for a rather large housing complex, which fairly descent traffic exiting from it. So I sat down at the corner, put my bags down with my sign saying 'West' hanging from my guitar.

I sat there for about an hour when a guy pulled up to give me a ride to outside of the city limits. He ended up taking me to the Loves here in Katy, which was perfect for me as my goal was to at least get here anyway.

After 3 days of outside survival, it is nice to relax indoors. I got here early, around 10:40am central time, and decided that I would just relax here until morning. I am tired, my feet hurt, and I have internet access, so it will be a nice distraction to relax for a little bit.

It is bitter sweet realizing this phase of my journey is nearly over. Come tomorrow I will get my last ride of this journey to San Antonio which is only 3 hours away. Part of me is glad to see that I will actually arrive at my destination that I set forth as my goal, another part of me is sad that the journey will be over. Looking back over the last month, the time spent hitching has been really fun, enlightening, and adventurous. Some bad times, mostly good times, not a bit of it do I regret.

When I get to San Antonio I face a fork in the road, in one direction I can hop into a truck and continue my life as it was a few months back, or I can keep going down this road of adventure in hitching. Since I cannot really decide which I really want to do more, I will let fate decide. If the driving gig goes through, I will do it, if not, I will continue on down the road. At either rate my life is destined to be on the road, whether it be in a truck or on the side of the road with my thumb sticking out, I will be on the road.

From this journey I learned how simple life really is, and how complicated we make it every day for ourselves. My long term goals have been refined, and I wish nothing but simplicity. Whatever road my life takes, I will continue to chronicle it in this blog, for all to read. It is all just another chapter in my life, which I am sure makes for a great story for someone.

Life is Beutiful

I know most don't understand why I chose to do what I am doing, and that is ok. Some of us are happy and content living in the predictable day to day grind, toiling away at life, knowing exactly what to expect, being comfortable in complaintancy and feeling safe with doing all they can do provide what they think they need in life. I am not like that, I never have been, and I never will be.

I got a ride today from a driver who was in his day an old hippie from the 60's and 70's. Real cool dude, had a great conversation from Little Rock to Dallas about all sorts of things. Got to the truc stop near Dallas, and smoked a doob. What a great way to end a day!

To watch a beautiful golden sun sink below the horizon, painting everything in it's path a brilliant gold of which the metal could never reach it's splendor. Brings on a wonderful peaceful feeling, melting into my mellow mind, showing me how wonderful life is and how peace is still in the world of you know how to see it.

You don't have to hunt for goodness, for love, and peace, be open to it, embrace it, and it will surely find you and give you the biggest embrace of warmth and happiness.

I don't yet know what direction my life is going, I really don't want to know, I am happy and content in knowing that it is going in a direction, and knowing that there is no bad or wrong direction. Life provides what you need, it provides the answers, all you need to do is just go along with the flow, and know, and trust in your heart that all is well, all is right, and all works out.

I should be in San Antonio by tomorrow, where I will meet up with my friend, maybe get a job for a while, maybe jump back in a truck, maybe not, but one thing is for sure, I will write about it!

Gettin' Around

Well I got picked up by a truck driver in PA, been hanging out with him for the last 2 weeks. Right now my ultimate goal is Texas, but I have been all around. Been helping him out with driving and doing what truck drivers do, and exchange I have had a warm place to sleep, food, and cigarettes, not a bad arrangement!

When I get a little bit longer time I will sit down and give a much more detailed update.

Gettin' Around

In Memphis right now, will be in Louisana tomorrow. Things are going great! Wish I had more time to give more details, but my time is limited right now. I will give a more detailed report once I have time to really sit down and write it up.

My current goal is to get to Texas, but I am not in a big rush, should be there in a few days.

Zero Hour

Looks like the time has come to hit the road. I haven't gotten any of the extra resources I was hoping to get, but oh well. Not to mention I was supposed to get a ride to the near by truck stop, but that didn't happen so now I have to hitch from this small town.

I will keep posted and give everyone an update once I get a chance!

Delayed by the Snow

My departure has been delayed by the snow, we are getting a descent blizzard. Just wanted to give that update! I will post and let everyone know when I do get started, probably in a day or two.

It's been a while.. Again... and Again!

I haven't posted anything new here in ages. Suffice it to say many a loads have been done since my last post, as well as a company change, being off the road, and now getting back on the road... only this time without the truck!

Circumstances in my life have lead me to do something new and different, I am going to go hitching! Yeah that's right, Hitchhiking! Not sure what to expect, but I surmise adventure, ups, downs, and a lot of learning about myself along the way.

I have no real destination set... at least not yet, though I do have a few places to stop in mind. Obviously leading a life of hitchhiking is quite the departure from any life of luxury, but then again I am not that materialistic. I do firmly believe in a simple life, even though I love technology, but I think the two can coincide.

I look back at the life of the hippies, and gypsies, and my own life of traveling the country in a rig, and to me no life is better then one where you are always somewhere new, and experiencing something different. I know many people are calling me crazy, or stupid, or suicidal, but I don't see it that way. I see this country as a beautiful place, full of wonderful and amazing people. I haven't lived in the box for a long time, and I don't plan to start doing so any time soon.

I am starting off on a shoestring, or lack thereof, I have $0, not even a penny... well on second look at my bag I do have my 2 cents! I am rather lacking in some seriously needed equipment, such as a good winter coat, a sleeping bag, a flashlight, a small and light tent, etc. Hopefully I will be able to procure these things quickly along the way, it's cold here in PA!

I will be starting my Journey today in Bloomsburg, PA, at the Travel Centers of America truck stop. With the snow storm coming in, I will probably get stuck there for a day or two, but maybe I will get lucky and find a way out rather quick. From there I am going to try to head west, or south. My first goal in mind is Indiana, to see a buddy of mine.

Keep an eye, I will post as often as I can here to the blog to keep everyone up to date! For right now I do not have a camera, so pictures will have to wait.